Chasing Catharsis

To be honest, I’m jealous of those who cry on a regular basis
It looks like a great source of internal release
I rarely cry on my own
It’s just not something that comes easily
Sadness doesn’t really do it
When I’m moved or inspired it’s closer to a “teared up” feeling, no actual weeping

There are days when frustration, loneliness, anger…whatever
Builds and builds inside of me that I need to release the pressure
Emotions feel like they will actually explode out of me and I think
If only I could just cry they would leave!
But I can’t
So I live on the edge of bursting
Just hoping for the pressure to subside
It will leave me eventually
I just have to wait and hold on
Those of you who cry may feel like a mess that can’t help it
But coming from someone who wishes they could cry and can’t
I’d rather have the pressure come out then keep it in


Leave a Reply

Please log in using one of these methods to post your comment: Logo

You are commenting using your account. Log Out /  Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )


Connecting to %s